so you know that scene after simon has been outed and he’s in his room and just breaks down, throwing pillows and sobbing? that’s the most honest and real scene i’ve seen in my entire life about being outed. i absolutely lost my shit watching it because i knew that exact feeling- after the shock the absolute mix of anger and humiliation, and shame. it was one of the most painful and important things about the movie, and honestly, no straight\cis person who watches that is ever going to understand that exact feeling and feel that same pain.
Heroes and Songs - Brandi Carlile
Although we have changed
We’re never estranged
And there’s nothing I’d trade from before
I love you my friend, my dear means to an end
But you’re not in my dreams anymore.
This played on my drive home from Ohio tonight. It is still perfect and it still breaks my heart.
100 years late to the party, but still…
And I gave to you my best,
And we both know you can’t say that,
You can’t say that,
I wish you were a better man,
I wonder what we would’ve become if you were a better man,
We might still be in love if you were a better man,
You would’ve been the one if you were a better man,
Wow, that is shade at its finest.
me when you first meet me and think i have a lot to offer vs me when you know me for awhile and you know who i am
(via avocadosalad)
Kesha - Praying
I can make it on my ownI don’t need you I found a strength I’ve never known
I’ll bring thunder I’ll bring rain
When I’m finished they won’t even know your name
You brought the flames and you put me through hell
I had to learn how to fight for myself
And we both know all the truth I could tell
I’ll just say this is I wish you farewell
I hope you’re somewhere praying
I hope your soul is changing
I hope you find your peace
This movie hits so close to home. It makes me laugh. It makes me cry. And it makes me think of my friends, and how they ask me if I’m a topper.
I have a whole list of seasonal movies that I tend to watch annually. Beautiful Girls for the first snow of the year. St. Elmo’s Fire and In the Gloaming every fall. RENT on NYE. Shag and The Sandlot to kick off summer. To name a few, of the hundred. So tonight I randomly decided to watch 4th Man Out once again only to realize the third act goes down on the 4th of July. I think I have a new tradition. Also, every time I watch this perfect movie I relate to it more and more.
I’m laughing so hard right now.
(via homospinster)